Blank stares
Mood: hyped.
Okay, passed BTT! FTT on 30/12. I already applied for PDL, but I think I'm gna waste 25bucks! The earliest TP date is 5th Mar 2010. And if I'm gna for 6mths overseas internship, it'll be super rushing. Tsk dumb me, should have checked the dates earlier beforehand. My plan now is to finsh all the theory tests and I'll do my lessons and TP when I come back.
BBQ at Brandon's place was fun. Except for the travelling part, Lakeside is really very far! In the end, I had to cab home from Simei mrt. I really need to stop wasting $ on cabs.
Shall head to town later for shopping and TANGS closed door sale.
Note to self: finish all my work asap!
PS- I'm listening.
Along with your letters,
the flowers have all faded now.
the flowers have all faded now.
Blank stares
Mood: awake.
Ever since I came back from Shanghai, tonight is one of the rare times that I managed to make it past 12am. Okay, I cheated. I had a mug of coffee like 2hours ago?
Anyway, there's not the main point. I sort of finalize my decisions already.
I'm gonna try for the 6mths overseas internship. Well, just put in my application forms and see what happens. I have also decided to specialize in HR and IB. But if I get the green light for 6mths internship, then I'm gonna specialize only in IB.
Note to self:
1. Pass BTT! I want to get my license before the end of sem.
2. I need to concentrate and settle down for my studies. The modules for this sem are pretty tough. Not that I'm complaining I had too much fun recently, I'm feeling distracted. What's more, this is the end of 4th wk already. This spells the nearing of CTs!
PS- Free bird, huh?
Along with your letters,
the flowers have all faded now.
the flowers have all faded now.
Blank stares
Mood: dilemma.
Yes, I know I have neglected this space and it's covered in cobwebs. But today, I have a strong urge to blog, hopefully this will be able to sort out my thoughts.
Well, it's about the 6mths overseas internship programme. This is literally killing me! My parents are supportive of me and ultimately, the decision still lies on me if I want to or not. Sighs, but something is still holding me back.
It is the feeling of uncertainty and a million of "what if-s". I have been speaking to friends, but everyone is giving me a different piece of advice. I know how this overseas exposure will definitely add value to my resume and university applications. I also know we all agree in our group that we're doing this for ourselves and not for anyone. However, I really don't think I can survive 6mths without friends this time.
Or like what Michael said, I can take the easy way out and do my attachment in Singapore. But I don't want to because all along, I was taking that route. Doing the same as what everyone is doing. It's like herd mentality. What about product differentiation?
This also leads to remind me about my specialization. What exactly should I choose? HR? Marketing? International Business? And sadly, if I choose the 6mths internship, it's gonna mess up or limit my choices for specialization.
Okay, I sound as if I'm facing mid-life crisis now. But I need to make a decision before 19nov.
PS- So how now, brown cow?
Along with your letters,
the flowers have all faded now.
the flowers have all faded now.