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HELLOWEEN~~

Weather was perfect for tennis this morning. Again, I had alot of fun. IS CATS was great too, we did some storyboarding and roleplay. Hmph, lots of crazy ideas and wild imagination. Seems like next week is E-learning Wk for the IS Modules, this probably means no tennis for S&W:(

Dinner was at Changi T3 with my parents. Bought Marble Cheesecake from Secret Recipe and some chocolate from Candy Empire.

Sighs, gotta start cracking and clear my pile of work!

PS- Have you decided on trick/treat?

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Was reading Chiamin's blog just now and it made me realised how much I missed Edward Cullen. Call me unrealistic and childish, too bad I'm a hopeless romantic, but he's definitely the dream of every girl. Sighs, the only thing I can hope is for time to pass quickly so the movie will hit the threatres soon!

Lessons were ok today, though I was kinda lost during ITB class but hey, our group managed to figure it out just fine. Anyway, I've got like a mountain of work to clear for this weekend and there's also the upcoming OP on Monday to prepare for.

Busy Busy Busy!

PS- Halloween's tomorrow, trick/treat?

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Anyway, lessons have been crazy these days!

Tuesday was Dino's birthday *hope you love that ppt!* and the day that got me really tired. We had MIEC makeup lecture and it ended at 7pm, thank GOD for Daddy cos he came to pick me up, if not I'll reach home like 9plus with the heavy traffic.

Wednesday has been really kind to me. GOD somehow made my day better, despite the headache I had the previous night. Captain Andrew is nice cos he gave me 3 smiley faces and I felt a little guilty for not really paying attention in his lecture.You-know-who doesn't seem as scary as the previous lesson or has she induced some antibotics in me? Hahah!

But now, don't mind me sounding like a sadist, I'm kinda okay with her. According to you-know-who's creative vocabulary, in order to prevent being an ABC *it stands for AIMLESS, BRAINLESS AND CLUELESS*, I gotta revise my work constantly and not pray for last-minute miracles.

Skipped the stupid library lecture but got Simin and Anna's classmate to tap attendance for me. Saw Jessica and Fiza at the bus-stop and Jessica gave me a free cab ride.

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO MADE MY DAY!

PS- Count my blessings!

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*pats tummy/head*

Met Calista earlier to shop for Dino's present. Hahah and I saw so many stuff that I want to buy! But don't worry, I'll resist temptation!

Later, met up with the rest of the girls. Simin couldn't join us cos she wasn't feeling well, so get well soon! Hahah, so we had our late lunch/brunch at WARAKU! Pardon me for saying this countless of times, the food is really good and the price is definitely reasonable!

So much fun with the girls! Hahah and we've been spending quite abit these days, what's with the movies and good food weekly. Ok, I shall wait for Lijuan to send me the photos. The portions of our food will surely make you faint!

PS- Back to school tomorrow!
Sighs... what a long day with lecture ending at 7pm:(

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Went dinner with Michael at Old Kallang Airport. Ate my favourite soya beancurd with red beans! Then, we went this place for Belgian Waffles, the chocolate sauce is seriously DARN GOOD. I was so tempted to ask if the chef is still single. *just kidding, of course!*

After a nice dinner, it's time to burn some fats. Went cycling at East Coast Beach, hahah but it was futile efforts, since we went to Old Town White Coffee and MACs to slack.

Home sweet home:)

PS- It's for your good, but I just can't let go.
Two years since she was gone, now it's your turn soon.

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In IS CATS lesson now, haha it's breaktime now, so don't accuse me of not paying attention in the class.

TENNIS ROCKS!
I want to learn the skills soon, so I can get a tennis racket!
The plus factor is also having a super nice coach, hahah in fact, I think everyone in NP is nice except you-know-who. Forgive me for being repetitive with my words, but when you meet her, you'll surely understand our feelings.

*edits*
Gonna have lunch with Calista, Lijuan and Sherlyn first before heading home. *Opps, sorry Ali, I left you out cos I didn't know we are all going for lunch when I'm typing this post during CATS class. Don't be sad ok!*

Probably gonna take a nap before the dinner function tonight.

PS- TENNIS >3!

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Class is great today. Really appreciate all the nice tutors, except you-know-who. Anyway, I think NP should give an award to you-know-who, thank her for her service and get us another tutor. It's time for retirement when you're old to enjoy the fruits of your labour.

After class, bus-ed to Cineleisure. It's becoming a weekly routine to go for movies every Thursday with the girls. Watched Butterfly Lovers and despite having a good number of romantic genes, Calista and I were laughing for majority of the movie. We could link so many scenes to fit KK, TT and JJ into the story. Hmph all I can say about the movie is pretty faces, but sadly, the inability to act.

Tennis for S&W tomorrow! *jumps around*

PS- Everyone is feeling the same way, don't tell me it's coincidence.

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EVERYONE IS NICE TODAY! *except you-know-who*
No one laughed at my peeling skin, hahah probably cos Simin's skin is peeling worse than me.

Had a super horrible day with you-know-who, in fact that applies to everyone in my class. I'm so gonna dread Wednesdays! Imagine a semester with you-know-who, ok let's not even think, cos I may faint anytime from the horrors of it.

Despite all, this made the new class even more bonded, since GREAT MINDS THINK ALIKE! I guess, with everyone's efforts, surviving through the 2hours on Wednesdays will make it a hell lot easier.

PS- "Look yourself in the mirror and you are not even worth a cent!"
Yup, I totally agree with the statement cos I saw your reflection in the mirror!

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After lessons today, rushed back to Haising, feels kinda different now when you've graduated. Saw my juniors for sectionals and stayed awhile for the main band practice.
I MISS HSC CONCERT BAND!
there are simply so many fond memories!

Later, met up with CLOTT for GELARE! Hahah, from now on, Tuesdays will be one of my favourite days of the week! Had taiwan's oyster mee sua for dinner, took some pictures with the girls and it's home sweet home:)

Sighs...
I'm so dreading school tomorrow. My sunburnt skin is peeling badly and I am in no state to go out! How?

PS-
me: "Do I have to go to school tomorrow?"
Daddy: "Why?"
me: "My skin is peeling!"
Daddy: "Hmph, if there are no important lessons tomorrow, go shopping with mummy then."

Ok, let's just say I'm stunned by my Dad's answer. But still, I'll be attending school tomorrow and I'll seriously whack any person who laughs at me!

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Here are the pictures from last Saturday!
Hahah, these are only a small fraction of the photos we taken, I'm lazy to post everything up:)

PS- I MISS THE SUN, SAND AND WATER!

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My sunburnt skin hurts like @#$%%%$#@!!!

Woke up early this morning to prepare for church. Went for the 2nd service and it was awesome! Then had lunch with the usual gang at Pasta Mania, bought 2books from SANS and bus-ed home.

Daddy is back today:)

PS- Light in the midst of darkness, that's why we can shine forth.

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CASSLYNN IS SUPER CHAOTA-ED NOW!

Ok, my skin hurts like mad and I look like a cooked lobster! Hahah, the sunburnt is quite bad!
BUT, CASSLYNN IS STILL FEELING HAPPY:)
AND, I LOVE THE GIRLS!
*hmph, maybe except the ones who took my unglam pictures. Just kidding, I'm nice and I love everyone!*

Finally, our long-awaited weekend activity- SENTOSA! Met up with them at Habourfront mrt, bought MAC and took the train to SENTOSA! Tram-ed to Palawan Beach. Had breakfast first, then found a good spot to lay out the mat and everyone got so *jumpy* over the hot sand.

The beach is really relaxing. Hahah, wanted to throw Simin and Lijuan in the sea, but they went running mad. Then, it's time for some volleyball! After that, we decided to hit the waters again. Majority of the time, Simin and I were in the waters cos it was so cooling, hahah that's why I think we look more sunburnt!

Decided to bathe at around 1plus, oh ya guess who I saw? Janice and Sabrina with their JC friends! So coincidental huh? Took some retarded pictures with the girls and decided to go back Vivo for lunch at Food Republic. Left earlier with Simin to accompany our mamas, but I got so tired when I reached home, took a nap and mummy decided to go out with her friend, SORRY!

PS- I HAD FUN WITH THEM!

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Was walking towards the shuttle bus pickup point this morning, but I noticed the thick clouds of smoke and the curious crowd. Anyway, a fire broke out and it attracted lots of unwanted attention. Alot of people took out their cameras and started snapping, I suppose a historical moment?

Then for S&W, Calista and I got into TENNIS! Gonna learn the sport and maybe get a tennis racket by the end of the year? Met up with the other girls and slacked awhile before our IS CATS lesson. The girls were so niceeeee today to walk me to my block before our lesson! Hahah, cos I was telling them some incident I had in primary school.

Lesson was fun, I guess? Mingled around with the people with the help of ice-breaker games, since not everyone are from the same school/course. Bus-ed home after that.

Going out in less than 2hours:)

PS- Rain rain go away...

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Yup so after our BCOMM tutorial, had early lunch at Canteen1 first, before we bus-ed to Cineleisure. Caught the movie- CONNECTED! It's really good, the movie is so full of suspense! And according to Calista, this is even better than Cellular.

Hmph but before the movie, we had a little time so we went shopping at Heeren. Walked around the mall, oh ya MOOKS is having a promotion. I'm looking for someone to pair with my purchase, so anyone?

Anyway, bought a cap (Lijuan and I have the similar one!) and belt from FourSkin. So if you are looking for some great buys, check out the stuff at FourSkin cos they are having a sale!

Mrt-ed with Calista back to home sweet home:)

PS- 2 more days...
I just can't wait!

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*jumps around*
CASSLYNN TAN IS FEELING SO HAPPY!

Hahah, meeting Calista to shuttle bus together to school tomorrow. Ok, that's not really the happy part! Anyway, going to school for only 2hours tomorrow- BCOMM tutorial. After that, it's MOVIE TIME at Cineleisure. Gonna catch CONNECTED!

Second thing to be excited about is SENTOSA ON SATURDAY!
*prays that it doesn't rain*

PS- ALL THE EXCITMENT!
*there's alot of CAPS going on around here, but who cares? CASSLYNN TAN IS SO DAMN HAPPY!*

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Met Calista in school earlier to get ITB textbook. Lunch was Atrium's sandwich, so niceeeeee! Then, Simin and Anna came to join us. Met up with Sharmaine to help Simin exchange their textbooks. Went for lecture and it's freaking boring. But hahah, had a good time laughing/talking at lecture again!

Went to trim my hair with Calista, kinda like my hair now. At least, it's no longer messy! So school has been going great so far, continue to keep it this way!

Gonna meet the girls earlier tomorrow for lunch before OBSE lecture:)

PS- Waiting.
I'm still waiting.

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Yup, felt better today.
Seems like every negative emotion has been washed away.
I hope it stays this way everyday.

Anyway, it's BACK TO SCHOOL! Missed everyone and was happy to see them again! Hahah maybe except for Calista, cos I just seen her last friday.

Had BCOMM Workshop and I totally love the teacher- SUPER DUBER NICE! Class was fun, played some ice-breaker games and I'm actually looking forward to the next BCOMM lesson on Thursday.

Lunch was at Canteen1. Ate alot to makeup on what I've missed for the past 7weeks. Then, it was time for 3hours of lectures! Hahah, but I survived it through, spent most of the time talking to Calista. Bought strawberry pocky, had a good time laughing/eating with her on the bus.

PS- I LOVE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!

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Once again, the emo-ey atmosphere is hitting into me again.

It's the mixed feelings, confusion and thoughts working all their effects at the same time. In the end, all you get is a headache. Ever felt like this before? Worse off, no matter how hard you try to shake or fight the feeling away, it just stays put. It's irritating and sick, like pure mental torture.

It's tough, I know.
You need to hang on, I hope.
I try to smile...
It's way too hard.

PS- I try to run away, but I'm back to the same place again.

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READY? SET, GO?

7wks of holiday is indeed mind-blowing fast! I could still remember the week, when we were still mugging for exams of how desperate we were for the long break. But now, the break has come and it'll be gone at the stroke of midnight.

SCHOOL OFFICIALLY STARTS TOMORROW!
which means mugging, mugging and more mugging!

Spent the day preparing myself for school. Have printed my notes, bought stationary, thought about what to wear tomorrow and have sort of packed my bag. Hahah, efficient huh?

PS- Remember to set your alarm for school tomorrow:)

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Went Grandmama's house today. But before that, it was dinner at Old Kallang Airport. Had alot of good food and I totally love the soya beancurd with red beans! So niceeeeeeeee!

Anyway, Daddy's gonna be flying off to China next Thursday. It's pretty funny for the company to send him there for business trips, cos my Dad can't speak Chinese at all! Hahah, so it'll be like a duck and chicken conversation?

Had to nag Daddy about the types of food to avoid there, so when I finished my speech, he's like "So, what am I gonna eat?". Hahah, so I think I'll be getting some nutri bars for him to munch on.

PS- Have you ever heard of SCHOOL BLUES?

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Wanted to type something but backspaced everything cos it looks so dry.

-met Chiamin for dinner at MACs.
-got my stationary from POPULAR.
-roamed around the mall aimlessly.
-bought Raspberry Vodka.
-home:)

PS-
He says "Cheer up!"
She says "How to?"
He says "Hmph, I don't know?"

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Sighs, though I'm only seventeen, I must agree that age is catching up with me. Hahah, what a depressing sentence!

Anyway, met up with Calista to Bugis. I know how much she misses me hahah! Lunch-ed at LJS and can you believe how lucky Calista is to find a *********'s leg in her plate? Hahah go figure that out!

Accompanied her to shop at Bugis. She got a bag, watch and a tee. CASSLYNN TAN IS A GOOD GIRL! *pats head* I bought only a pouch to store some things and to organise the mess in my bag.

Got so tired after so much walking, saw Bus12 and hopped on to home sweet home! Now I'm waiting for the rest of the girls to reply, so we can confirm our dinner plans.

PS- It doesn't mean I don't give a damn about all that are happening.
All I can say is- Ignorance is definitely bliss!

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Going out with Calista later and maybe dinner/supper at Simpang with the girls!

Some errands:
1.Bank in cash.
2.Check if my pay is credited already.
3.Return all the SANS books.
4.Get some stationary from POPULAR.

PS- SCHOOL! SCHOOL! SCHOOL!

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For the blind-hearted:
In case, you didn't notice, I've changed my blogskin. Hahah, something colourful for the eyes, after the last horrible disaster of editing/playing with the template.

Finally, hotmail is working normally and I am able to clear my email. So much have been piling up for the past few days.

PS- It's not over, is it?

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Hmph, nothing much today. Felt good to stay home, rest and pack some of my stuff lying around in my room. School is starting soon, which means meeting new classmates again. It's gonna be like this for every semester, pretty tiring to re-introduce yourself again and again.

PS- It's a merry-go-round game and the cause of my headache.

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HELLO!
Hahah, take that as a warm welcome from me blogging again!

Nothing much these days except work. But met up with Alson, Sabrina and Chiamin yesterday at Changi T3 for Popeyes and also to discuss the class party. Hey 4E5 '07- BLACK WHITES, it's gonna be very exciting so make yourself free on that day ok?

Anyway, today is the last day of work, ended a day before planned cos we have completed everything. Goodbye to nice and friendly colleagues, dizzy figures, SGX and DBS! The VP's very nice person, signed us off 2 hours earlier but we got a day's worth of pay. Went shopping with the colleagues and bought a top from FOX Bugis.

Hmph, so when work ends, school starts. Actually I'm looking forward to school, miss the girls and of course, the food! My muah chee, Four Leaves sandwich, milo dino and many more are waiting for me!

Ok, off to eat my Subway Melts! Thanks mummy >3!

PS- I'll miss all the free cabby rides!

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PS- Forever falling short, too many thoughts to sort.

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Ok, first day of work at SGX.

Had really nice people for colleagues and I clicked very well with Chufen, since we had so much in common. We are the only temporary staff in the team, both of us are in poly *she's in TP* and we stay at Tampines, that means I can meet her for work!

Anyway, work is quite manageable. Job is to check all the big figures and some admin work. Best of all, WE CAN CLAIM FOR TAXI RIDES! Cool right? But we are really nice staff, we even share to save cost, so it's Serene, Winnie, Chufen and me in a cab.

So looking forward to work on Monday!

PS- Runa says to Casslynn,
"If you dream of any figures tonight, tell me and I'll buy TOTO ok?"
LOL!

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Anyway, mrt-ed to Bugis in the late afternoon to sign the contract. So yup, work starts tomorrow! Oh ya, bought a pair of shorts from FOX, love the Bugis outlet cos their clothes are always the nicest!

Mrt-ed back to Simei cos Daddy was picking me up from work, coincidentally saw Azam and some ex-haisians plus *some smoke*. Hahah

PS- When people say studying is better than working, I beg to differ.

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WOOHOO I GOT THE JOB AT SGX!

Feeling damn happy now. Though the period is short, but this is too great of an opportunity to miss. Starting work tomorrow and will be going down to the agency to sign the contract later. Best of all, I think they are not particular of the dress code, because they say jeans is definitely fine with them.

PS- Thank GOD:)

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Couldn't make the photos into a collage, so I posted some of the pictures. Pretty lazy to upload everything.

PS- EBONY RIDDLE GAME IS GETTING ON MY NERVES!

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Had a mini Hari Raya Celebration today with STEAMBOAT at my house!

Anyway, the girls (Chiamin, Wanxuan and Yunni) came for steamboat lunch. Was damn full but we still had to force ourselves to finish all the food. Had a good time webcamwhoring and we even had a webcam MSN convo with Justin. Later, cracked our heads together trying to solve Ebony Riddle Game, very challenging but when you solved the riddle, the sense of accomplishment is overwhelming!

PS- If that's the truth, keep it away from me.

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