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Just woke up from a nap, hahah despite sleeping so early last night! Boo and it's raining now, though I'm not intending to go out, but rainy weather means a good time to sleep again! LOL.

One paper's down, two more to go! Jiayou:)

POA's today. The paper was do-able except the theory parts. Expecting accrual basis to be one of the theory questions, in the end the least expected one which was time period principle came out. Well, surprise surprise! Then, everyone was arguing about the last theory Q that's 10marks worth. Hopefully, there will be no right or wrong answer, but just merely looking at how well your perspective is presented. 10MARKS!!!!

Well, let's not fret about POA already, it's gone so I'm gonna concentrate on my remaining papers- MAEC and BLAW.

*I'm already looking forward to holidays already!

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Ok good news, I have started studying! Completed 2chapters of MAEC already and I'm gonna revise more on POA tonight. Well, I think you just need determination to start somehow then you will just continue. Oh ya, stop procrastinating and then phoof, you'll be addicted to studying!

Went for LMS today and I feel it's kinda wasting my time. Imagine travelling there from Tampines to Clementi and then you only go for a lesson that teach you how to manage negative emotions and blah blah blah. Plus, we didn't do much today, just briefly editing our roleplay and then you can leave. BOO:(

Anyway, got off from lesson early and decided to go check out the sales at town. I'M VERY DISAPPOINTED IN GSS 2008! There's really not much to buy and after shopping for sometime, I didn't even see anything that caught my fancy! However, last year was a different story, I remebered buying lots of stuff. Plus, I don't know if it's a good or bad thing, there's really not much crowd for GSS this year. Is it really due to inflation, so that's why people are not shopping much?

Whatever, I can't be bothered. I got 3 CTs to fret about! Hmph, then it'll be HOLIDAYS! Perhaps then, I'll start shopping and meanwhile, let's start saving first!

Good luck to everyone for tomorrow's CT:)

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Well, I seriously think I deserve a slap! OMG, CT is in 2 more days away and I haven't start studying. Reason why? Cos I'm so busy slacking for the past few days!

I hope that I don't slide back and become the Casslynn back in the secondary days, who bloody don't care about doing her hw and sits through the exams with a happy-go-lucky attitude! I know poly life is no longer about doing last-min work and still expect to breeze through it. But then, I'm not doing much to prevent those worst possibilities from happening!

I want to work hard and do well for my academics, bloody get myself into a university, graduate and land myself in a damn good job. But seriously, when I am not doing much then I get so freaking stressed up and mad about myself for not working hard enough.

I guess this is one of the days when I'm starting feel that things are getting so hay-wired for me. Ok, I decided that I'm gonna start chiong~ing for my CTs tonight.

*Now in this world, where being outstanding is average, being an average is nothing.

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Bored Bored Bored...

This word has been running through my mind all day long. Wanted to viwawa to kill my boredom, but sadly it's under maintenance. Thought about going to town and shop today, well I'm too lazy to go anywhere.

Ok, seriously I feel like going to town to shop tomorrow. Couldn't get the image of the word "SALES" out of my mind and I heard from Justina that Topshop and Dorothy Perkins' sale is gonna end on 1June.

It's wednesday already! I haven't start studying POA, MAEC or BLAW. E-learning wk is not helping us either, it makes me even slacker. Hmph, wanted to go Simpang to dinner with CLOTT, but we cancel it because of the rainy weather just now and it looks fine now. WTH, I want my pratas and teh tarik!

I miss school!!!

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I'M BLOODY PISSED OFF NOW! Our article is being rejected and bloody hell, we met today to complete the project presentation! It's like wasting our time and we could use it to study for our CTs instead!!!

Met Calista, Soo Kuan and Si Min for BLAW project today at AMK Hub. Lunched at New York New York. I ate this burger and the beef patty was damn good. Hahha, Simin and me kept stealing Calista's pizza! Soo Kuan's desert also tasted damn good and the most funny thing was that she used the knife to eat the ice-cream! Reasonable prices, big portions and quality food.

Then, started our BLAW project at Coffee Bean. Completed our presentation slides but now it's of no use cos Mr Bulldog rejected the article. I thought that the article was ok since it was about defamation, well no point lamenting, we need to find another article for him to approve. But nevertheless, I'm feeling so infuriated now!

Tonight, I gonna chiong more of my work. I don't really like the idea of E-learning cos I'm taking advantage of it by making the wk seem so unproductive. Haven't started studying for CTs yet but the stress is building up. In fact, I feel more stressed up than the time during my Os! Besides, this is the first CT so I bet everyone will mug super hard, so I better stop slacking!

For worse, I haven't heard any teacher nagging at me for so long. Feels so weird cos I remembered that before Os, my teachers used to nag me all day long. My parents even think I'm working harder than before. No one is nagging at me, what's wrong with the world now?

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Not going to school today feels so damn weird! Like something is missing, I guess I just love NP so much that I'm missing school! Haha, you definitely think I'm insane, but you definitely will not catch me saying this a year ago.

Anyway, had a BMGMT project meeting with Calista, Glenn, John, Joshua and Zhi Qiang today at Bukit Batok. First time in my life, I went there and saw West Mall. The mayor of Bukit Batok should welcome me with open arms and roll the stupid red carpet for me to walk on! But seriously, that place can't be matched and compared to Tampines Mall. Tampines Mall rocks more! LOL.

Later, train-ed all the way back to Tampines to meet up with Hakeem. Bought movie tickets for What Happens In Vegas? for 7.10pm slot. Then went to Mac to grab a bite, coincidentally Abigail bumped into us lol. Hahha, so we talked and laughed abit, plus she stole darn lots of fries from me and Hakeem! Later, she went off to meet her friends for Indiana Jones movie.

Seriously, everyone should watch What Happens in Vegas! Damn good and so hilarious that we laughed for almost the whole time! Bus-ed home and gonna chiong my POA tonight!

Just to congratulate my best friend, this is for you:
HAKEEM, CONGRATS FOR GETTING INTO TEENAGE ICON!
*haha, I will try not to gang up with Nadia about the Anti-Hakeem campaign thingy lol:)

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I'm at Simei CC now, hoping and praying for self-discipline to possess me! Seriously, what's happening to me? The only thing that I've done today is BLAW Q2 and it's a really short Q!

Got dated out by Yunni for a study session. Asked if the rest of CLOTT would come, but then seems like Janice is the free one. Yup, now Janice the idiot is sitting beside me, trying to peep what I'm typing and erm, stoning at her biology notes, while Yunni has gone to her dad's shop to help out.

Plans for next wk:
Mon: Meeting for BMGMT project and Hakeem for a movie.
Tues: Meeting for BLAW project.
Wed: Meeting with Yunni and Janice for Food Fair & Adidas Sale at Expo.
Then for thurs and fri, think I'll be a good girl and study at home instead.

Seriously, I'm very tempted to mrt-ed to town now and shop! I need more money, been tapping too much on my ATM already! Ok here's a rough idea of what I need from GSS:

1.Pair of Jeans from Mango
2.Shorts from Topshop/ F21
3.Top from F21/ Dorothy Perkins
4.Bag from F21
5.GAP tee
6.Top from Espirit
7.A new wallet
8.Top from Fox.
9.Pair of flats/ pumps
10.Shorts from Espirit/ Mango

Just need these stuff and some of the above are optional like pair of flats, wallet and GAP tee. Yup, that's all and if you think you have too much money, perhaps you can donate or sponser me of the stuff above! Thanks:)

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Well, I guess that I didn't sleep much last night. Slept majority of the time today and didn't do anything much. So unproductive, plus my stupid mind keeps reminding that next wk is E-learning, so wat's the point of rushing your hw?

Feeling kinda emo now. This always happens the next day after drinking, yup makes me feel like crap. No mood to go out even though the sales are like screaming for my name! I don't even feel like doing anything except staring into space.

All alone at home and I haven't even had my dinner yet. Feel so pathetic and sorry for myself. Mum and Dad are out, probably shopping for lots of stuff. Yup, totally got no mood to go out with them and spend their money on clothes and stuff. There's must be something wrong with me right? I hope I'll feel better when I wake up tomorrow. I have slept so much today till I don't know if I can sleep tonight.

Hugging the stupid cow that Gina left in my house when she overnight here last night. Aargh, I don't like typing already. Gonna go into an emo~ing state now. Hopefully, this feeling will vanish tomorrow.

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Hello, good morning although it's coming to noon already lol. Just woke up but still feel damn tired cos I came back at 2.30am, then Gina and I couldn't stop talking last night even though we were like semi-conscious.

LMS presentation yesterday was WELL DONE! Hahah and I had lots of fun. Joshua seriously can act, so full of feelings hahah maybe he's a friend of Cho's! After lesson, had Ben&Jerry's Choco fudge all cos of SockLing who tempted me! Then, mrt-ed to City Hall and shopped at Raffles City for awhile. Seeing that almost all the shops are having a sale, I nearly fainted! Gonna drag my mum there after church cos she has UOB credit card and there's additional discounts!

Edwin, Winson and me were waiting for the rest to end work, so we went to Gloria Jeans for coffee. Later, they accompanied me to shop somemore and I went to get my Dad a Braun Buffel wallet for Father's Day. Yup, meet up with the rest at Newton and we went there to makan. The food's not so fantastic there and quite expensive.

Wanted to go this pub/restaurant called Liquid Kitchen, but then Jason's friend say that place was quite packed. In the end, I called my Dad and then he asked us to go Pine Tree Clubhouse instead. Yup, so he came to fetch some of us there, while the rest sat in Jason and Desmond's cars.

Last night, drinks were Chivas Regal, Martell, Absolute Vodka, Beer and Wine. Ordered only Absolute Vodka but then like so weird, how come the waitress kept coming in with drinks? Lol so I went to check it out and found out that my Dad and his friends (Uncles- Jimmy, Yeo and Chris) were the ones who ordered for us. Hahha, so next time when we go there, we still got many half-drunk bottles to finish. Best thing, totally free cos my Dad picked up the tab last night. HE ROCKS, MAN!

Sang K till around 2am, then sat Jason's car home and Gina overnight at my house cos she's meeting her friends at Tampines area today. Drank quite alot last night but still not drunk, luckily no hangovers this morning too.

To cousins: next pub gathering- during the Euro Cup:)

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*Pics of last Monday's TB28 girls outing!

MAEC is seriously getting tougher. Gonna cross my fingers for the common tests starting next Saturday. I don't think I'll be able to go for Mrs Chua's BBQ on next friday cos I have POA the very next day.

Yup, chatted with Hakeem last night and we are gonna meet for movies- probably Chocolate or What happened in Vegas? next wk! He's like so jealous that I don't have to attend school next wk cos it's E-learning! Hahah, maybe can meet Kevon, Michelle, Siti and Nadia for movies too:)

Presentation's today was so-not a presentation. More like asking questions that have no relation to the PBL project, cos Mr TAB had to rush for a meeting with Mr Principal. Anyway, think it was ok. Haha and we were like so funny. Fancy worrying and preparing outside the classroom and thinking WTH is Ivan's group taking so long to present is definitely useless lol!

Anyway, I'm so so so excited for tomorrow! Gonna go Pub again with my cousins! Hahha, bet it'll be damn fun! Think they wanna try a pub somewhere in Goldhill that area cos on fridays, Boat and Clarke Quay are very crowded. My dad ROCKS, he says he's gonna pick me up and on the way, he's gonna pay for all our drinks:)

I Can't wait!!!

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Well, yesterday was tiring. I had plently much to do and study for. Hahah, but then I slept pretty early and I was glad that I didn't wake up to study for DSS, cos I wouldn't understand it anyway. The test was ok but then I didn't manage to complete the last part of VLOOKUP and POA quiz was ok too.

Tomorrow is DSS presentation. Dress Code: Formal. Hahaha and during POA makeup lecture, Jacelyn was thinking about seductive ways to make Mr TAB to give us more marks! LOL, super funny and we were kinda worried that he might faint before we even start presenting:)

Tonight I think I deserve a break from all my homework. So I'm gonna slack around and watch American Idol at 10pm! I'm rooting for David Cook:) After that, I'm gonna sleep early cos I'm always so deprived of sleep!

Yup, good luck to all the groups presenting tomorrow!

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Outing with TB28 girls- Calista, Simin, Sherlyn, Lijuan and Hanny was damn fun!

Lunch was at HK cafe. Ate wanton mee soup and shared Triple Snow Ice with the girls. Shopped a bit but didn't get anything. Then, it was movie-time with Takeshi! Accuracy of Death is seriously damn good, everyone should catch it! Excellent storyline with a dash of humour and I almost fainted from high sugar intake due to eye candy-Takeshi! But sadly, in the story he smoked, hmph dunno whether it's the movie or he really does smoke in real-life too.

To all the hot guys out there: Stop smoking! It seriously spoils your image!

Mrt-ed home early cos everyone need to finish their homework. On the way home, I went to Tampines Mall's Royal Sporting House to get my Ipanema slippers. They are really comfortable. It's on sale now, bought it for $23.90 while the original price is like $39.90.

Anyway, this is a brief description of what happened today. I need to get back to work cos I really have alot to do. Hmph, don't think I can sleep early tonight but anyway, lessons start at 12pm tomorrow:)

LiJuan, I WANT PHOTOS!

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Singapore is seriously too hot for my liking, why can't we have snow? Ok, I shall stop complaining, let's just be thankful that Singapore is a safe place and totally free from natural disasters.

Came back quite late last night, reached home around 2plus. BOO I DIDN'T GET TO SING MUCH YESTERDAY! Everyone's like snatching for the mic and there's 4 in the room! Luckily, I brought my labby along to kill some time while waiting for my turn. I also found out that almost every corner of Pine Tree Clubhouse, it has excellent wireless internet connection! Yesterday was super unproductive, I didn't complete much so I'm left with MAEC and DSS tutorial. Hmph, I'll try to finish it today and perhaps do some revision.

I'm now eating tauhui! Hahah it's so nice and cold, thanks Uncle Jimmy! Anyway, I just came back from church. As promised, I bought 2books today- PS, I love you and Love in a torn land! Finally, Casslynn Tan is back to reading fiction! But then, I'm still waiting for the launch of Breaking Dawn- 4th sequel of the Twilight series. So August, please come quickly:)

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Hahah, if Calista knows what time did I sleep last night, I bet she'll kill me! Lol, I slept at 9.45pm last night. Super tired, even though I'm like supposed to try complete some of my hw. Anyway, I didn't manage to catch Ironman with my cousins last night. The movie slots were quite out of our timings and some of them had plans later in the night.

Hey good news, I changed my labtop already! The one that I'm typing on now is COMPAQ, hahah and I don't have to carry my heavy ACER to school anymore! Yup, so I need to go find a new labtop case because the size is different. I bet Daddy will get one for me very soon cos he's damn afraid that I'll waste money by buying the Crumpler labtop case lol.

Completed some of my work in the morning. I'm kinda slacking now, anyway Monday's a PH so I got more time to finish my stuff. Kinda worried for DSS's quiz next week cos I'm very blur in using the excel functions, it's simpler to use a calculator instead! Besides, I'm a total IT idiot and how much can you expect from my pea-brain of IT knowledge? Lol, but then I'll still try my best and hopefully the quiz will be an easy one.

Hey TB28 girls, let's meet on Monday! Hahha I think we are damn funny, we don't know what's the movie- Accuracy of Death is all about, but then we are damn excited to watch it because Takeshi is acting in it! Wah, I think when we come out of the cinema, we'll faint from the high sugar intake, haah but it's good sugar for the eyes:)

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Just a short post while waiting for Daddy to fetch me to grandmama's house.

Probably going for Ironman movie with my cousins later. Hmph, I'm damn excited for tomorrow! Gonna go Pine Tree Clubhouse for K-session with cousins, hahah and then we can sing again! I'm like quite addicted to K-ing now. Must be the influence from my new class cos everyone loves singing:)

Met up with Sockling, Joshua and Jerene for LMS project. We spent like more than half the time viwawa-ing! Lol, we thought we have finished the draft, but then we were wrong cos we mixed up the stuff for assignment 1 and 2. Yup, so we are gonna do the role-play next friday and in the meantime, think we gotta meet up to complete the presentation.

*Thank you, Mr Xue Yi/ Sally-Bob/ The Hulk for treating us donuts! Hahha, I'm like so blur, I didn't know that NP actually sells donuts from the Donut Factory.

Aargh, my hp batt's is only left with 3bars and I'm gonna go out later! Hopefully the batt can last me for the night.

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AWESOME! We have finally completed our PBL project! Yup and we are the 2nd group presenting next week. Wish us luck cos MR TAB is adamant on asking us questions about the excel functions, hopefully we can answer correctly:)

*Many thanks to Sherlyn's group, Ivan and Joshua for helping us. Bet they are irritated by our constant questions of "Erm..how to do ar? Help us!" lol.

Quite stressed by what the MAEC's lecturer has said today. Yup, our previous batch of BS students sorta underperformed for her exams and she's like putting pressure on us. Keep comparing us with the other BA courses! I hate comparisons, but I think her scolding did bring me some motivation.

Hahah, it's really rare to find someone nagging at you in Poly about your studies! All the teachers expect you to be self-motivated and disciplined. Though I may sound like a sadist, I kinda miss the old secondary days, when the teachers nagged constantly about the coming O-levels and our atrocious results!

Found out that there's lots of stuff that I need to study and revise for. Boo, CT is coming in less than 3wks time and this wk is ending soon:(

Just received an sms from Er Hao- Mrs Chua is inviting all the Band Alumni members to go for a BBQ at her place on 30th May. But then, I think my exams are starting on that week too, hmph not sure if I can make it. Yup and I miss Mrs Chua too, she's the best and the most motherly band conductress in the world!

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I feel so tired now. Boo:( and I slept like 10plus last night but I woke up at 6.30am this morning! I'm starting to be a sleepy-head!

Rainy weather today irritated the hell out of me! Then early in the morning, when you are already irritated, think about going to MR TAB's class to be further irritated by him, sucks to the core! He's like damn biased against our group, keep saying we are damn noisy, like as if the other groups are damn "quiet'!

After that, you have the super meaningless BMGMT lecture. Despite having a change in the lecturers, there's like no difference cos both of them love reading from the slides. No explanation and what's the point of attending lecture? Must as well I read the notes at home, so I spent the time trying to complete some parts of PBL, Msn-ing and Sushido-ing. Luckily, my BMGMT tutor is a damn good teacher, who explains very explicitly! She should be our BMGMT lecturer instead!!!

POA's tutor-cum-lecturer is damn good teacher too! Hahah and she kinda' cute. She actually wants to laugh with us, but then she always tries to keep a straight face! LOL but I also miss Mdm Zaibon's teaching too! The POA that we are learning in poly is really different from secondary days. Different formats and seriously, it's very very theory-based!

I'm feeling very moody now and I think I'm like typing nonsense in this post. I seriously think my english is deproving gradually and I haven't been reading fiction for a long time, well except if you count the lecture notes. Ok, I'm gonna SANS or Borders after church this sunday to get some books. Yup, if you got any recommendations, tag me:)

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Meeting for project this morning is definitely not productive! With 3 heads joined together, we only managed to solve the commission and bonus part. Haha and we were like so proud of ourselves! Using excel to solve problems is definitely stupid and a waste of time. Till now, my head is like so cracked up from the IF & VLOOKUP functions.

I guess I gotta talk to Mr TAB tomorrow in postponing the deadline and if we really have no choice, then we shall seek help from him. But it'll just be a waste of time since the only language that he speaks is utter crap!

Hmph, stress is like slowly eating into me. Just found out that we are gonna have a common test in like 3more wks. Boo:( Projects from different modules are starting to spring up like the Jack-in the-box. I've got like no time to study after school, since there's always tutorials waiting to be completed. I guess I gotta wait till E-learning wk to start revising on my modules, haha cos I don't have to go school for lessons, all I have to do is to log in to MEL and learn online.

Yup, so I'll strive hard for a high GPA score and of course my ultimate aim of getting into SMU or NTU:)

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Yup, just came back from K-Boxing! Damn high and fun but now, my throat feels a little sore from all the singing and shouting. Boo and there's another K-session this saturday with my family! Daddy booked a super big K-room in Pine Tree Clubhouse and I can't wait to sing again:)

K-Boxed with WanXuan, Jacelyn, Roderick, Nicholas, Jeff, JF, Glenn, JinKang, Joshua(hahah aka Long BaoBao)! Yup, sang some english songs with Glenn but the stupid MVs they show is damn hilarious, in the end I couldn't stop laughing lol!

Meet some of Wanxuan's classmates today. They(Jael, KC, Lewis and Alex) looked like a bunch of fun people but then they didn't want to go K with us. Boo:( Hahah, we even took the same train to city hall but then we were standing far apart so we didn't see each other.

Ok enough of all the fun, let me whine a little about BLAW test today. I know it's over and I shouldn't dwell on it anymore, but yup this's my personality since I like to nag alot! I think I lose like 4marks today, all due to sheer carelessness! But nvm, the test is only 5% of the module's marks, so I'll just need to work harder next time:)
Ciao! gotta go complete my MAEC tutorial!

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A short post before I continue to revise for the BLAW test tomorrow.

Anyway, I have completed POA, DSS, BMGMT, BLAW. Yup, I'm only left with MAEC but I intend to complete it tomorrow since tutorial is on thursday. In fact, I'm damn pleased with myself because I completed DSS all by myself!

*Clap your hands please!*

LOL and last week's DSS tutorial is darn easy! All I had to do was copy & paste the data and ta-da, my chart is completed. Hahah, it's definitely damn amazing! Thought it'll be damn difficult, but it's really chickenfeet lol! I definitely wouldn't mind if the whole DSS exam is purely on charts, I'll just have a great time copy&paste~ing the data!

Boo and my dad's not feeling well now. He's got a fever and yup, hope he can recover soon:)

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Went out with Cheryl ytd and it was FUN! I guess I really missed her since we were classmates for 4yrs, suddenly we are in different schools and I don't get to see her everyday. Plus, the JC=No Life is like killing her! Boo, I feel sad for her but LAOPO, JIAYOU for upcoming exams:)

Spent darn lots of money ytd and I found out that I'm also gonna spend tons next wk, makes me wanna knock my head on the wall. Signz... plus I have not saved enough money for the upcoming GSS and I should stop tapping on my ATM's money. Where's the Casslynn who promised to save money for a rainy day? OMG, I think this is all due to inflation. To all Parents: WE CHILDREN ARE ALSO HIT BY THE EFFECTS OF INFLATION!

Yup, got home last night and there's like a Mother's Day Celebration at my house. Imagine a family with like 7 aunts, 2 uncles, 6 young but terrrifying monster cousins and 8 elder cousins, think of all the noise and mess they made. Lol, but then it was damn fun! Ate lots of food even though I had a late lunch with Cheryl at Jack's Place. Boo, I'm seriously getting fatter and all those slopes and stair-climbing in NP is definitely not helping me!

In the end, they went home like 1plus when my mother started chasing them home cos she wanna clean up the house. But what did she do? Ok, she only arranged the chairs and cleaned the table. I vacuumed and moped the house, even though I was dead-beat. Dad is like damn lucky, his job was to drive my grandmamas and some of my aunts back home.

I'm gonna stop blogging and start attacking my hw now!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL, MY LAOPO!

Yup, I gonna meet her later to celebrate her birthday, but I've not gotten her present. Lol, I think I gonna get her a Dorothy Perkins wallet. She poor thing, her birthday's today but then still got choir in the morning!

Hmph, anyway anyone interested to accompany me to watch TPJC Choir's Concert on May19? It's at Esplanade. Let me know soon ok:)

bOO, there's so much to do today. I have not completed this wk's tutorials and PBL's project deadline is like on next wed. There's also BLAW & POA test next wk. Double-trouble! Plus, I have not figured out how to do this wk's DSS tutorial!

24hrs is definitely not enough for me! I'm going out today and tomorrow, btw my extended family's gonna have a gathering at my house for Mother's Day celebration tonight! Omg and I slacked my time ytd playing sushido and wahjong!

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Ok, lessons are going fine except for DSS and Mr TAB, who never fails to drive me crazy! Life in Poly passes daily without a whimper and this is already the 4th wk of term. Gonna have BLAW & POA test next week and Common Test is also coming soon! STRESS...

Anyway, I still love school alot cos it's really very fun and fulfilling! Get to learn things that's my field of interest cos I always wanted to work in the corporate world. Yeap, I LOVE POLY!(minus Mr TAB AND DSS)

Didn't manage to say goodbye to my Nissan Car. Accompanied my family for 7plus years and never once gave us any problem. Anyway, we got our new car today- Toyota Corolla Altis. Mummy loves the car so much that I don't know why, think perhaps it's due to Orlando Bloom cos he did the advertisement.

I seriously don't know where are we going for holiday in September. New Zealand is too cold, US and Europe is too hot. Australia's kinda boring and Daddy wants to visit Uncle Anthony in London, then after that we take a flight to Scotland. Mummy wants Japan but I went there last year already. I want to go Israel again but then it's summer so it'll be damn hot and dry. Anyway, think my aunt's family is also joining us for holiday too. Yup, kinda excited cos my cousins can share the hotel room with me. Sometimes, it really freaks me out to sleep in the room myself.

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I MISS CLOTT! MISS YOU ALL LOADS:)

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Today is so FUN!

WANXUAN CRASHED US FOR POA LECTURE! Hahah, anyway we got 2 SP students crashing into NP today- Jael and Wanxuan. She sat beside me during lecture and we were like looking for eye candies. At this rate, I'm seriously getting diabetes soon cos of the high sugar intake everyday. Plus, Wx saw my eye candy and also thinks that he's damn cute lol:)

After lecture, we went to meet Nicholas and his friends. Later, we went for lunch and brought her to Atrium to eat. Shepherd's Pie is damn good and according to Calista, I said that like for 5times! Bus-ed with Jael, Wanxuan and Wendy to Dover mrt. Mrt-ed home while Jael and Wanxuan went for their makeup lesson.

I want to crash into SP too! Oh ya Chiamin, next time join us also. Damn fun and I'll treat you Potato Salad lol:)

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First thing: Ivan if you so happen to read this, I must say that you are damn damn damn lucky cos I'm warning you that on Monday you are gonna be so DEAD for PS-ing us! JF and Jacelyn are gonna whack you!

Last night was FUN, FUN AND FUN. In the end, the people who went were Me, Jacelyn, JF, Wendy, Yiying, Wanxuan, Chiamin, Freddy, Evelyn and Jacelyn's 6 other friends who I don't even remember what's their name lol. All "thanks" to Ivan for PS-ing us and JF is like the only guy there, so poor thing. We landed in some pub called Agnes Rose.

Anyway, we K-ed, played pool and drink lotsa of beer. Then when Jacelyn's friends came, they opened Chivas so we drink again. Signz... quite wasted cos my group left earlier and they opened Martell later. Very fun and lots of hilarious things happened! Plus, I hate the cockroach in the toilet, totally freaked me out!

Yup, maybe we can meet up for another gathering soon:)

*photos with Jacelyn and Wendy.

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LMS lesson was boring today and we had a change of teachers. I like Mdm Diana better, at least she's not that boring. Class MSN conference was fun but then I have not figured whose Nota yet, but it should be a irritating guy who keeps sending nudges!

After that, met up with Jacelyn and went OurSpace to slack. Found Junfeng playing Warcraft at a corner and then LiJuan came to meet us. Wanted to go K-Box but then my dressing was a disaster, cos I gonna go Grandmama's house and my dad's gonna pick me up, so why bother to think about what to wear lol. But nvm, next time ok and please inform me beforehand!

Came back home early after dinner. Daddy went to meet up with his "Zo-Bo Club" at Pine Tree Clubhouse for gathering. Anyway, the club's members are made up of managers and bosses who are damn damn free! They can like play mahjong, go golfing at Malaysia and blah blah blah during working hours. Somemore, they claimed that they are working very hard. Uncle Chris won like $17K plus from mahjong last month. Hahah, I even joked with him that he can quit his job and be a "tai-tai" instead! Everyday can play mahjong but then still got source of income lol. Luckily, Daddy don't know how to play mahjong and does not like to gamble.

Ok, I think I should stop blogging now and start attacking my tutorials. Gonna go out tomorrow and Sunday too, so I better clear my homework first:)

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Signz... I seriously feel like crying after talking to someone on the phone. Damn everything and stop pushing all the blame to me!

Aargh, I'm totally pissed off to the core. No matter what happens, you say it's always not your fault! So whose damn fault is it? Like get a life can? You are not a saint and you are obviously imprefect so stop trying to demand perfection from others!

If you are reading this post, all thanks to you that I feel so pissed now. You think you are the only one with temper? Excuse me, I'm human too! Stop pushing the blame to everyone else cos no one's gonna take the fall for you again!

You think you are pissed with me? Well good news, I feel fucking pissed off with you!

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Woke up damn early and met up with CLOTT for Chiamin's belated birthday surprise. Boo and she didn't even cry to show that she's touched. She should have cried us a river lol!

After that, mrt-ed to Orchard for shopping. To all shopaholics: Dorothy Perkins and TOPSHOP's having May Day Shopping Spree from 1st-4th May and it's 20% storewide! Bought a collar shirt from Topshop for $58 after the discount. Wanted to get that white top too, but then someone's makeup smudged onto it while trying and that's the last piece! Sadded:(

Plus, everyone's like in Orchard for shopping! So damn crowded and the weather was so hot! Later, I window-shopped and tried on some clothes, but then nothing caught my eye. Oh ya, then I and Jiaxin decided to go GUESS to get Mother's Day present. In the end, I bought a GUESS handbag for $160 while Jia Xin got a wallet instead.

Felt so tired from all the walking so I mrt-ed home and Jiaxin went to meet her boyfriend. Dinner was good cos we had steamboat! Hahah, then while mummy cleaned the kitchen, I went to swap her stuff into the handbag that I bought. She was damn surprised when she saw it:) Yup, then I told her that now I can only afford GUESS from my last paycheck, so I gonna study hard and promised to get her any brand she wants when I start working. She nearly cried and my dad's like jealous! He says he wants a GUCCI handbag for Father's Day too, so I told him if he dares to carry it to work, I'll buy for him lol!

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